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To a son, a brother, an uncle, a father and a friend,
I remember you stopping by that morning to give me a message, neither one of us knowing that would be the night your life would end.
There I sat on the floor with ny newborn son, he was nine days old not even close to one. So I didn't get up to give you your hug
and kiss like I normally do, but I told you to be careful and stay out of trouble and your answer was "always", something that always
came from you.
It was the night before Easter and I was coloring eggs for my sons, I told them to get off to bed cause we were pretty much done.
I woke up to feed the baby and heard a knock at the door. I was told you was in I.C.U.
I could have dropped to the floor.
So I rushed to the hospital with feelings of disbelief, sadness, panic, and a sigh,
I hurried to get there so I could say my goodbye.
Even in your death my brother you donated some of your organs.
When I got there they wouldn/t let me see your face, but I was able to hold your hand,
I was shaking so bad I could hardly even stand.
So I bent down to kiss it and I said "I love you and goodbye". I know you understand why at tht time I didn't cry.
Now came your funeral I tried to be strong for Mom and Dad, my emotions were anger and very much sad, because my little
brother was going to miss being a Dad.
I know you remember me at McDonalds trying to order my food, everybody who seen me knew I was in a very sad mood.
Then out came a remix song called "Every Breath You Take" that's when I realized your death wasn't fake.
And now when I hear it I blow a kiss to the sky, it's my way of saying hi and not goodbye.
I watched you grow up from this little boy to a handsome young man, and I know that your death was part of God's plan.
But if I had one wish I would want to see you grow to be an old man.
It's been ten long years and Easter's never been the same, I haven't colored eggs since or played Easter games.
So in closing my beloved brother I want you to know, I will always miss and love you, your smile, your eyes, and your glow.
I know you're in heaven with your death that's where you belong, I am going to go now and play our song.
I know we will meet in heaven again, but only God knows how long. And until then I know you will keep me strong.
GOD BLESS YOU AND REST IN PEACE MY LOVING BROTHER.
Love you and miss you always, Cheryl, Bob Terry, Brendan, Paige and Faith
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